CONFUSING !

hi started to fill in my blog as often as I could, hehe. Well, I'm very grateful it was a wonderful Sunday. I wasn't going anywhere, i stayed at home but really, I really love staying at home. Somehow it makes me safe.

so, my posting is going to talk about confusing things. well as a human, creature of Allah, we've given love as a gift. but I don't understand or maybe the right one is I don't know if is it possible to love 2 person at the same time. Johny Depp so inspired me on this "if you love to people at the same time, choose the second because if you really love the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second one" thanks god there's someone who's understand this confusing thing.

I do love someone, but really he's broken my heart, and suddenly a crazy thing came to my mind about doesn't like someone in the world so I'm not gonna hope for someone to be mine. but really ? can I stand with that ? Is it possible to do that ? well I haven't moved on yet, cause really to be honest I still kind of like him. but I have to let him go or else, he'll be more annoying being someone who thinks he is handsome. oh rubbish ! but the truth is he's the most handsome among his friends. I know some people would think I'm pushy beyond believe, but actually it's only my spirit. kind of ambitious person with thousand of ambitions.

and then I have to perform drama less than 3 weeks from now on. the problem isn't in the drama, I think we've done the best so far as a team, but this question has been stalking me for a week. we always using my friend's house. I don't know if she mind or doesn't mind if we keeping using her house. but really wonder about what a fuss that we've done. we're so noisy, and we make her house dirty cause we're making properties for drama. I think she does mind now, cause we really are disturbing. now I don't know what to say to the boys who keep saying using her house for billion times and probably me ! I'm so sorry to make a fuss in your house :'(

well i have a target until June, I hope I can finish the target before its deadline. Amin. Monday hope I have good mood to make up my day. And tomorrow I'll be home earlier so I can do exercise.

so this is my diary conclusion for this week. see you in the next post.

XOXO