90's songs

so happy to be back !!! I'm gonna fill in my blog with 90's songs hehe. I really like 90's song yeay ! sounds old school i know but the lyrics are sooooo beautiful, bet some of you gonna like it. it's like the song was written for only you because it's so you. at first I wondered why i would choose to go back 1 decade, well it was started when I was laying my head and the idea just passed. Okay ! skip that part not important though. i put some of the songs in my blog's playlist and have some lyrics from my favorite songs. 

hope you enjoy !!

"Fool Again"

Baby I know the story
I've seen th picture
It's written all over your face
Tell me, what's the secret
That you've been hiding
And who's gonna take my place

I should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And I who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Baby, you should've called me
When you were lonely
When you needed me to be there

Sadly, you never gave me
To many chances
To show you how much I care

I should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

About the pain and the tears
ohooooo, if i could I would
Turn back the time

oh yeah...

I Should've seen it comin'
I should've read the signs
Anyway, I guess it's over

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me

Can't believe that I'm the fool again
I thought this love would never end
How was I to know
You never told me
Can't believe that I'm the fool again
And i who thought you were my friend
How was I to know, you never told me 

 that's westlife song and there are more if you wanna go browsing. but that's song is my favorite one. and the next lyrics will be 'N SYNC, well it's not 90's but considering it's a boys band so I look for it. this song isn't my favorite from them but has a very deep meaning to me soo enjoy ! :)

I Drive Myself Crazy

Lying in your arms
So close together
Didn't know just what I had
Now I toss and turn
Cause I'm without you
How I'm missing you so bad

Where was my head
Where was my heart
Now I cry alone in the dark

[Chorus]
I lie awake
I drive myself crazy
Drive myself crazy
Thinking of you
Made a mistake
When I let you go baby
I drive myself crazy
Wanting you the way that I do
(Wanting you the way that I do)

I was such a fool
I couldn't see it
Just how good you were to me
You confessed your love
Undying devotion
I confessed my need to be free

And now I'm left
With all this pain
I've only got myself to blame

[Chorus]

Why didn't I know it
(How much I loved you baby)
Why couldn't I show it
(If I had only told you)
When I had the chance
Oh I had the chance

  well that's all about the 90's song. I hope this blog gives you valuable information. thanks for visiting by the way

                                                                                      XOXO

CONFUSING !

hi started to fill in my blog as often as I could, hehe. Well, I'm very grateful it was a wonderful Sunday. I wasn't going anywhere, i stayed at home but really, I really love staying at home. Somehow it makes me safe.

so, my posting is going to talk about confusing things. well as a human, creature of Allah, we've given love as a gift. but I don't understand or maybe the right one is I don't know if is it possible to love 2 person at the same time. Johny Depp so inspired me on this "if you love to people at the same time, choose the second because if you really love the first one you wouldn't have fallen for the second one" thanks god there's someone who's understand this confusing thing.

I do love someone, but really he's broken my heart, and suddenly a crazy thing came to my mind about doesn't like someone in the world so I'm not gonna hope for someone to be mine. but really ? can I stand with that ? Is it possible to do that ? well I haven't moved on yet, cause really to be honest I still kind of like him. but I have to let him go or else, he'll be more annoying being someone who thinks he is handsome. oh rubbish ! but the truth is he's the most handsome among his friends. I know some people would think I'm pushy beyond believe, but actually it's only my spirit. kind of ambitious person with thousand of ambitions.

and then I have to perform drama less than 3 weeks from now on. the problem isn't in the drama, I think we've done the best so far as a team, but this question has been stalking me for a week. we always using my friend's house. I don't know if she mind or doesn't mind if we keeping using her house. but really wonder about what a fuss that we've done. we're so noisy, and we make her house dirty cause we're making properties for drama. I think she does mind now, cause we really are disturbing. now I don't know what to say to the boys who keep saying using her house for billion times and probably me ! I'm so sorry to make a fuss in your house :'(

well i have a target until June, I hope I can finish the target before its deadline. Amin. Monday hope I have good mood to make up my day. And tomorrow I'll be home earlier so I can do exercise.

so this is my diary conclusion for this week. see you in the next post.

XOXO

a sophomore diary

HELLO ! seemed so looong yaa, sebenarnya saya punya banyak blog karena lupa password makanya ganti. eh suddenly terlintas password blog yang ini and I started to fill this blog hehe.

well I'm not a freshman anymore. I'm a sophomore, getting old huh ? tapi gue masih orang yang sama dan alhamdulillah dengan postur yang sama, so its a sophomore diary. gue jomblo (*teruuus ?) yaa dan as a pathetic single girl, hidup gue full of drama queen. mulai dari galau yaaaaang sangaaat galau dan mulai dari hidup ga jelas yang sangat intermezzo banget lah. tapi gue menyadari betapa senangnya hidup menjomblo dan betapa sedihnya hidup menjomblo. seneng ga ada yang ngatur tapi sedih ga ada yang peduli kecuali temen. yaa sebenernya bikin blog itu berawal dari niat gue ngespam karena ga bisa banget gue ngespam di twitter. gue ga mau dikadoin diary kaya temen gue. tapi gue rasa hidup di dunia maya tuh bikin lu bermuka dua sih. in a real life temen gue yang anaknya pemaluuuu banget bisa jadi orang yang bawel bahkan galaaaauu banget. jadi sebenernya untung juga hidu di dunia maya, mengeluarkan sisi lain diri orang.
awalnya niat gue adalah curhat masalah sakit hati yang lagi gue alamin. wah sebenernya ga penting jadi gue ga jadi nulis. well being a sophomore makes me have to think in two ways as a leader for the freshmen and as a good student. tahun sekarang mau kuliah tuh susahm ada undangan yang sistemnya menguntungkan pihak tertentu gue suh rada ga suka sama sistem ini karena ga semua orang dapet nilai hasil sendiri, gue lebih milih tertulis yang harganya emang rada mahal tapi keliatan mana yang kualitasnya bagus atau ga. intinya sih gue ga mau pihak universitas rugi aja salah milih siswa. nah kabarnya tahun gue ga ada snmptn tulis which means cuma ada snmptn undangan sama ujian mandiri yang mahaaaaal banget. great ! sekolah tambah susah cucok benar.

well sudah dulu gue mau doing something to be a better person hahaha amin doakan saja, Ciao !

status baru

hahaha enaknya sekarang gue udah jadi anak DKM. haha mantaaap sekarang gue dianggap sebagai orang yang religius. keren banget hahaha. selain jadi anak DKM Ar Rahmah SMA 1 BOGOR gue jadi anak eASY (klub bahasa inggrisnya smansa) dan jadi anak VOCSA ( vocal groupnya smansa) DIAFRAGMA.
banyak yang bilang kalo gue masuk DKM karena ada alasan personal tapi, sebenernya dari dulu gue emang mau masuk DKM dan jadi anggota DFep. Danu ( dana usaha). tapi gue malah kecemplung di inkasi (informasi dan komunikasi. malahawalnya gue disuruh masuk RT(rumah Tangga) yang prokernya adalkah bersiin mushalla. gue takut gabut (istilah untuk orang yang hanya numpang nama dan ga kerja apa apa) nah gue malu banget seandainya gue gabut. mau ditaro dimana muka gue yang cantik ini ? (narsis biasanya orang jelek yang ngomong kaya gini. :D)

anyway gue mulai menjalanmi hari gue sebagai anak SMA yah bisa dibilang kadang gue menikmatinya kadang gue tabah menjalaninya. banyak masalah dan rintangan males banget banyak remed di depan mata mulai dari yang biasa sampai luar biasa. Misal gue remed bahasa jerman malesin banget kan ? karena bab pertama nilai gue cukup tidak memuaskan yaitu 37. haaha dan kemaren gue baru aja remed sejarah yang anehnya satu angkatan nilainya dji sam soe dan nilai gue adalah 31 angka yang sangat mengejutkan sebodoh bodohnya gue pas smp ga pernah nyewntuh angka yang fantastis kaya gitu. sumpah masuk smansa tuh gue tertekan banget banyak tantangan dan tekanan dari banyak pihak dan gue merasa iya banget. dan waktu mid kemaren aja gue ga belajar lantaran bany7ak regen iuh tambah males aja gue.
dan ketika gue melakukan entri ini gue lagi ngetes di fb tentang kecantikan dan hasilnya adlah 96 % CANTIK makasih makasih gue tahu kok ga perlu kaya gitu ge semua udah pada tahu. hahaha. Kidding. i look like princess hahahah masa ?

besok senin gue ulangan mate nih doain atuh (maksa hahahah) sama jerman juga hahahaha. eh tapi maksih loh kalau lu mau doain gue semoga dibales sama yang maha kuasa amin.

kalo gue pengen banget ke Perancis sama Korea hehehe karena mereka keren aja. alasan yang konyol hahahah. yanh jelas bukan karena alasan personal lagi kok. dan baru baru ini gue baru aja menyelesaikan film he's beautiful hahahah.

jadi inget skandal nih heheheh. BENTAR LAGI GUE ULANG TAHUN LOH (TERRUSS !!!)
udah ah gue ngantuk pengen pipis lagi hahahah Love you all, :)

veRr4 cAntiQuE cLaLuH (hahahaha ) gue ga alay sumpah

this is the longest blog I've ever posted

first of all, gue mau bilang kalau gue seneng banget karena gue udah dapet yang gue inginin yaitu SMANSA. sebenernya keinginan gue ga cuma ini tapi banyak. tahulah kita manusia ga pernah puas sama apa yang kita inginin. ini euphoria banget :D. anyway thanks god for your bless and people who have prayed for me may god pay it back with appropriate things. mom, dad and my little crazy sista, I am happy and thanks for your support.

Umm... hentikan omongan tak penting di atas. gue tahu sebenernya Justin Bieber udah terkenal dari dulu. But you know he's charismatic person and there's nobody who says the otherwise (if yes he's such a rude man). you know I love him a lot(I do have to marked it, don't I ?) I love him a lot.

he is extremelly AWESOME. If he was in Indonesia, I would be his tour guide(in fact IT'S A BIG NOOOO!!) I can ride a motorbike. tapi setelah dipikir-pikir, apa yang buat justin bieber mau make gue jadi tour guide dia ? bisa aja sih gue kan cantik ("cuih najis huek !!" kata justin bieber) hahaha.

bagi orang orang yang beruntung ngeliat blog gue anda mendapatkan makan gratis di rumah masing masing. (CRUNCHY BANGET !!! RASANYA PAHIT..)

paling enak kalo hari gini ngapain yah ?? tergantung kalau lu :
a. anak yang suka jalan jalan : ke dufan deh. naik transport umum deh, naik kereta bisa ekspress/ekonomi AC. enaknya mah naik ekspress ga rame banget kalo ekonomi AC sabar aja yah desek desekan. kalo haraga lebih muran ekonomi AC. gue waktu itu sih naik Ekonomi AC turun di Manggarai terus naik busway sampe matraman terus transit pindah ke bus gandeng naik ke arah Salemba UI - Ancol lu turun paling akhir tenang aja kalo lu lupa juga ada mas/mba yang ngingetin dimana lu sekarang. lebih murah daripada lu naik ekspres (resiko penuh aja yang musti lu tahan). hari gini emang rame tapi enak banget kalo bareng sama temen paling ga lu ga ngantri sendirian ya ga ? coba deh HYSTERIA baru nih di dufan 60 meter ( ga 60 pas lah paling 50) gue sendiri udah naik. emang sih kalo dibandingin sama lamanya lu ngantri yah ga terbalas lah tuh ngantri tapi ini seru. enaknya kalo ada wahana baru kaya gini tuh apa coba ? kadang lu ga perlu ngantri buat wahana yang lain. kalo gue waktu itu ga nagntri KICIR KICIR sama ISTABON lumayan kan ?.

b.anak yang mau main tapi ga pengen capek : lu ke dufan pake supir lebih efisien dan aman tapi ga bakal seseru lu ngebolang (a.k.a bocah petualang)

c.anak yang mau asyik dan budget lu terbatas : mending lu nonton bareng temen di 21 jangan di XXI apalagi blitz. yah emang ga seenak di XXI dan Blitz tapi mau apalagi ?. nah asiknya pas ada bagian yang romantis lu sorakin deh.

d. kalo bener-bener males : yah tidur aja di rumah bangun pagi nonton kartun dan FTV gitu juga lumayan (karena liburan acaranya jadi lumayan tapi iklannya panjang)

itu aja sih yang gue lakuin kalo gue lagi dalam kondisi itu.

oh ya yang lagi berjuang buat masuk SMP SMA reguler di Bogor gue doain lu semua sukses deh. yah yang minta doain lulus gue doain lulus deh. adek gue juga nih mau ke SMP 5 hehe.

kalo ada yang nanya gue ini "siapa" ? gue bukan The Cliquers gue cuma anak yang biasa aja a.k.a I'm not famous tapi gue Asoyy hehe ga penting yah ? hahaha kidding.

tadinnya gue pengen bikin fashion blog tapi gue lagi nyari baju baju yang harganya murah. pengen bikin life blog gue belum dapet laptop jadi musti nunggu. jadi yah gue baru random aja nih.

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bye guys tunggu posted gue selanjutnya yah ( ih siapa lu ? )

mending mana ???

kembali lagi deh verra setelah ujian nasional dilaksanakan. bukan main deh senengnya gue hehehe habis kita orang kan masih ada UAS sama tes SBI hohoho...

malam ini gue bakal ngabisin waktu selama 1 jam buat nonton video lee seung gi. pasti tau dong ? pemain brilliant legacy itu loh !!! gue lagi suka sama dia lantaran dia tuh mirip sama guru les gue hahahaha bener deh guru les gue ganteng abis TOP BANGET. pokoknya mah masih gantengan seung gi lah tapi yah mirip gitu loh jadi yah apa mau dikata emang ganteng kok guru gue. kalo lu anak nf pasti taulah. ga jarang juga jadi sasaran anak anak cewek buat di kecengin guru bahasa indonesia gitu hehehe.. :) . jadi kalo lagi pelajaran dia anak anak lebih antusias ke mukanya yang imut hahaha..

kalo lee seung gi yah jangan ditanya deh orang orang juga tau he's smart, talented, cool, cute and many more. mau deh gue diajak kawin(siapa yang ga mau)pokoknya gantenglah.

kalo ditanya mending mana yah seung gi tapi kalo mau jadian sama dia kesannya maksa bangetlah. kalo guru gue yah not bad lah. anyway habis baca blog gue mohon komennya yah. niatanya sih kedpannya ini bakal jadi blog tentang kehidupan gua selama di dunia haahahahaha. tapi kalo di akhirat boro boro judgement day tuh.

pesen gue yah banyak banyakin pahala lah jangan banyak banyakin dosa lu mau hidup lu enak entar yanh berarti sekarang musti susah dulu biar setimpal sama apa yang lu bakal dapetin. OK Life is short so use it wisely. Bye... !!!

mending mana ???